Ok guys, I know you are all so pissed at me after tonights shambles and you know what? You have every right to be and nobody can be more pissed at me than I am at myself. I held pride in being good at challenges in this game and then losing the whole challenge singlehandedly for my tribe? A few drinks or not, that is unacceptable. After preaching keeping the tribe strong and stuff all week, I know right now, I am the weakest link and I am disgusted that I let my tribe down so badly.

Just I want to let you guys know, I meant everything I said about how much I liked this tribe but more importantly, I want you guys to win. I need to own up to my faults and my failings and I won't let someone else take the blame for it. I cost us the whole challenge after our pretty much win and its my fault we are here. I am a person of my word and tonight, I broke it.

I am just so sorry for letting you guys down when I know i could and should have done better for you,

Cristina

My charade in tonight's TC aside, you really were an amazing person here. You shouldn't have gone out this early, but after an IC performance like that... it's just tough to keep you around. Love you to pieces, girl.

This is what the Refugee Tribe is supposed to be all about