Being picked to this tribe has created new challenges. I had every intention at staying true to my former allies, but now I have to forget about that. I have to find a way to survive here. I don't like playing the way that I'm playing, but it's my only choice right now to keep myself safe. I am trying to weasel my way into the middle of two alliances and then make a decision who to go with. I'm not sure where I'm at with this, but I'm giving it everything right now. The reason I hate doing this is because I'll have to lie to someone and betray what I said to them. I hate doing that and that is not how I like to play; however, I don't have a choice. I'm stuck in a terrible position at the moment. I should have stayed with Seuua. I really didn't think Mike would select me, but it is my fault. I should have told me to take someone else rather then being open to the idea.
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