Continuation of before:



So, what's the next step now that Mike is gone?

Sorry again for not being in here as much as I should be right now, I suck. Everything sucks away from this game and I am insanely busy and my computer troubles are even more stupid. </3

I am totally in a core alliance with Paloma and Brenda right now. We also have a group PM going on and everything. I trust them both with my life in this game and I believe Paloma is with me, like I am her. Same with Brenda. I think in open-id she isn't looking to kill me when/if I am a threat. But I can't be sure. Will we make final 3? Well, it's way too early still to tell. I have been in this game for 2 weeks and we're only Final 15 still. That's at least 12 more boots. I am not sure I will make it that far. I will make F3 of this tribe if it came to that. But I hope it doesn't get to that and we win the challenge tonight.

At this point, I am in the middle of a couple/few alliances here and I believe I am safe within them all. But if/when we head to TC, I have to make a tough decision. And I am not looking forward to that.

I have a group of Me/Brenda/Sekou/Erinn - This one is loose and not as tight as it could/should be. Maybe that's for the best though?

I have another made up of Me/Cristina/Brenda/Paloma this one is not even solid, it's been put out there but not firmed up. So idfk if it's even something Cristina banks on, but I know those two don't give a shit about it because they are more down for Ian over her.

I have a good enough relationship with Ian, but it seems that Brenda and Paloma just adore him as a pocket ally and to be honest, talking to him is easy and I think he's geniune and not sneaky, but Brenda isn't capable of shutting the fuck up. She spills shit to people to gain trust and I know she's told him more than he needs to know and all that does in the longrun is fucks us over, because that is information and shit that people shouldn't know about. Taj did that too, she fucking kissed ass with Tyson and Corinne and spilled shit to them and they voted her out for it.

Brenda is playing for what she wants. I can't do that for much longer on this tribe. She and Paloma want to keep Ian forever. If they save him over Cristina. Next round they'll want to use his and my votes to take out Sekou. Then are they going to give up Erinn or Ian? If they vote out Erinn I lose someone who isn't voting me out, plus I will be livid. I believe that Erinn won't ever betray me here, Ian? Yeah, He will, and he will for those two.

So do I take control of this tribe for the moment and boot Ian with Sekou/Erinn/Cristina? Then have Sekou and Cristina as people that will be easy to boot over Erinn in the future on this tribe? It's probably what I am going to try to do. I am going to tell Paloma and Brenda that keeping Ian and booting Cristina will alienate Erinn and Sekou and do we really want that? And do I want that? Sekou played this game basically for Erinn. If I boot him, I betray her. Granted, I know how Sekou can be, but I believe that he'll stick with me in this game. And even if he doesn't, We can boot him if we go to TC again. But the first time has to be Ian.

Or am I fucking this up? I just need to know what's good for me longterm. Ian will go back to Katie, he's told me as much. We could use that angle to grab her vote at merge? Or he'll flip to them.

Will Sekou go with Yul and Lisa ((if they are still here?)) I don't fucking know.

I could always just let Brenda lead and I'll follow, but I don't play like that. I know I have had to here and I have paced myself. But it's important I position MY SELF the best, not help Brenda poisition herself.

So yeah, either Cristina or Ian leave if we go to TC. I am going to work to make it Ian though. We'll see what happens.

The way I'm looking at it, sooner or later we have to do one of Cristina/Sekou which will piss off the other.



alol at I don't think Erinn would be overly annoyed by that. Granted, She doesn't know their relationship. But the fact that she wants to save Ian so bad, just makes me want to boot him more.

I may pussy out and vote Cristina so I don't fuck with Brenda and Paloma. But I also refuse to fuck with Erinn and Sekou. And I honestly don't think Cristina deserves for ME to fuck her over. I might just vote Ian no matter what they do.

I love how I was torn as fuck whether to save Cristina and fuck over Brenda and Paloma's trust and boot Ian. And then this happened and I don't have to.

I feel bad still. But she sucked in that challenge. She also told Ian he was next. I don't know why she thought that was a good idea. u_u Ugh. I have to damage control with him, hardcore.