Final 5, how does it feel?

Can you walk us through what your true voting plans were in the minutes leading up to and during last TC?

What do you need to do to manage to get to FTC? Deals to be made? Or relying on immunity?

Who needs to get gone before FTC for you to win it all?

Making final 5 feels bittersweet. It's not the same without Brenda here, not going to lie. I also feel like absolute and complete shit about my comment in that TC. I was lying and being selfish when I said that, I was prepping for the damage control/aftermath with Yul. I was NEVER voting Brenda out of this game. Even on a re-vote. I might have been tempted to do it at F5 cus she was the biggest threat, but I don't think I would have. I would have given her the F3 she wanted.



Well, assuming there was no HII in play. My plan was to tie the vote. Immunity or not, I would have tied it. And I was hoping that Alina would Cochran it on a re-vote. I wouldn't have though. I went to rocks in other games to save my allies, I would have done that here. That particular risk is worth the reward. But also, like I said, I was hoping Alina would flip in a tie. But obviously she knew there was a HII and it would get played, so all of my plans were just bullshit.

I always meant to tie the vote. I just tried to get into the good graces of the others so they would vote Brenda and not me. :/



Right now, my best bet is Alina voting with Erinn and I for Yul tonight. She mentioned him last night to me. So I think/hope she's being legit. But I can't be sure. I can't make any deals with Yul, because he will go to the end with Lisi and Alina, he and I never had a legit F3 deal anyway and I scorned him too much already. So I think I am relying on immunity tonight and if by some miracle I survive tonight, then I will need it at F4 too.

There really aren't any legit deals I can make. I mean, what can I offer? Alina is locked for F3 in whatever direction she goes. So it all lies on her. And I honestly love her and hope she stays with me tonight, but I am not holding out a shitton of hope on that.



Lisi and Yul. But I think Erinn and I will either go out back to back. Or Yul and I will go out back to back and we'll see a Lisi/Alina/Erinn F3.

I want to win this game. But I don't think I will get the chance. I haven't given up, I am just realistic. :/

God, I hope Alina doesn't vote me. :/ This suuuuuuuuuuucks.

It's so weird, not getting as many PMs as I used to durign this window. lol

I am pretty sure I am being blindsided right now. I don't feel comfortable that it's Erinn leaving AT ALL.

ugh, 5th isn't bad though. I beat 11th and redeemed the fuck out of Catalie. <3

Looking at the first sentence there: provided that, why would you have said the following after Brenda's boot?

If I survive, I will answer this. Stop asking me shit. lol I am probs going to jury in 10 mins and all of this is irrelevant. YOU ARE KILLING ME, HELEN. u_u

Helen <3

ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS DAMMIT.

I want to get them in.

lol no go away

<3sry

it'sk <3 My heart was racing and my stomach was a mess waiting on that. I am not understanding why they didn't boot me. But I am not complaining. :D

What an amazing FIC. I did this shit for 11 hours in the last game I was in. I made F3 doing it. I am going to clear my schedule now and win this shit. go me

When you have a chance: Who do you want gone this round?

I have no idea, but whoever goes is going to hate my guts. :/

I think I won this? No one else can beat me now.