What went wrong?

Well I got completely humbled by those I trusted the most.

They made the absolute right call, I am amazed I lasted this long. I thought I had this game in the bag, but of course in retrospect everything did seem to be a little too easy.

I had my fair share of luck in Greece and got the win so it would be selfish of me to expect it all again here. Im shattered Mike didnt take me to Refuge, although I didnt think I ACTUALLY needed it. Wow what a game changer that would have been.

Since I am out of the game, I can come clean on some stuff.

Re: my bitchiness in the public arena. Purely strategic and nothing more. Helen, Carl and Jeff will tell you thats exactly the same way I approached my season last time, with the idea that my tribe wouldnt vote me off if they knew I was burning bridges over on the other side.

I tried to completely replicate my Greece game as best as I could. I panicked and got a bit too control freaky in my own tribe due to the Refugee twist and just generally stressing about everything. I honestly thought everything would just pan out the same way as it did last season, but unfortunately I ended up getting convincingly blindsided.

Thats part of the game I guess.

Penny you and I had the same strategy lol. I was hoping we would align too!

I had my entire post-merge strategy lined up with your tribe. It seemed like such a complete mess that I would be able to just walk in there, side with one half of your tribe, vote the other half out, then vote out the half that I sided with using my Seeua tribe members.

I feel like I was soooo close to making the merge. Which I would have been content with considering I had just come out of winning the previous season. At the moment I am a little pissed off, but then I inflicted this on so many players last season that I just have to figure karma is a bitch and it was coming for me eventually.

You and I probably would have been allies, Penny.

Oh Coach, thank you for cheering me up at this horrible moment in my life.

I should pull a Kat and just go mental.

Yeah I was annoyed and pissed at getting booted because I could've avoided it LOL. Oh well. I'll live.

Me too. I had two chances to go into Refuge and I turned them both down because I figured I was the king pin on my tribe. THAT is my biggest regret.

Loving the Penny Love Thread by the way guys still in the game <3

Keep it at the top of the page!

Penny arrives at Loser's Lodge:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6sy15uEOctg

How are they gonna start the damn fire without me? Thats what I wanna know.

This needs to sink in a little more. However right now, im hoping Daniel and then Katie get sent here just so I can tell them they were both Final 3 bound with me and that they deserve to be here for making a dumb move.

Of course I may feel differently tomorrow. But there is nothing sweeter than swift and brutal irony as the idiots who voted you out get sent packing right behind you.

BA HA HA HA

Hey Parv!

Just to give you an update on what happened. As much as it seemed like a cold hearted blindside, i DID consider your offer of an alliance. In the end, Lisi and Yul were the two who really pushed for your elimination. I had (what I thought anyway) a tight 3 alliance with Katie and Dan and we ended up going with Lisi and Yul because they would hopefully hide us as the supposed heads of the alliance.

Unfortunately, I just ended up replacing you in trying to get an alliance together because the rest of that tribe was as dumb as dog shit and I didnt actually think they'd vote me out.

In the end I got too confident and sloppy and overplayed.