Let's see here...

Me, Lisi and Alina..

Katie - Lisi or Alina?
Brenda - me
Paloma - me? God I hope so
Erinn - me
Daniel - me? idfk I know he hated Alina, but he might respect Lisi idoling him. idfk
Monica - alina
Naonka - alina
Yul - Lisi

I think in this sitch, it is me vs. Alina for votes. Lisi has a total of 2. Her social game sucked dick and I don't know what else she can speak of as her game against any of us. Using/finding HIIs? idk

With Katie, I would hope she'd vote me, but she said in TC she won't. And she wanted nothing more than to see Lisi and Alina out of the game, cus she kept saying they'd make the end. If I sat with them, that will piss her off. However, if Yul is there she votes him, so idfk.


Me, Yul, Lisi...

Katie - yul
Brenda - me
Paloma - me, she has no relations with the other two.
Erinn - me
Daniel - yul?
Monica - Lisi?
Naonka - me or Yul?
Alina - lisi?

Me, Alina and Yul

Katie - Yul
Brenda - me
Paloma - me or Alina
Erinn - me
Daniel - Yul
Monica - Alina
NaOnka - Alina
Lisi - Yul

Jesus, I don't know what to do, I want to win, fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I am ok with Alina or Yul winning though, it's just I want to win more. lol

I also realized I have gone all game without getting any votes cast against me. That is hella hotshit. <3

So, I thought I'd have to do more to convince Lisi to vote Yul. But she replied saying she'd rather play loyalty to Alina. Not even about winning/vote structures. I actually think Alina has a slight edge with Monica and Nay on the jury too and Katie being bitter at me and having patched shit up with Lisi. But fuck it, if Alina wins its not the end of the world. I DO love FDE and I didn't want to break his heart in this, so I am glad I don't have to.

But that said, I am fucking over Yul and this will hurt him and make him hate me and that is the last thing I want. I fucking love him and he truly was one of my favorites in madagascar, the one I watched and loved the most for how much he was owning. It just sucks that I lied to him.

Yul, it was all game. I know you probably won't respect me or will be mad at me for this and I am so fucking sorry. This wasnt personal at all and it is strategic for me. I actually think I have a better shot without Mr. Wonderful next to me and I know that's selfish and I suck for it. I am sorry I preached not being greedy and am going to be. I fucking suck.

I knew that would be Yul's reaction. I love how I made the most chill and relaxed person in this game just call me out. lol I most always get that exact reaction from people in anon games, all the time. The only time I didn't, was when I played Hantz, cus I played like him and won.

This is going to be a mess, I don't know how to clean it up. I am going to have to do some heavy bullshitting in this FTC. I am kind of glad he posted that, so I know what I am up against. But then, he should be the only bitter one? Technically he is the only person I fucked over. Although, Katie was already bitter when the vote tied that night.

I just hope Alina wins and not Lisi, that would suuuuuuuuuck. Not that I don't love Lisi, I think I've grown to appreciate her again the last few days here. But I'd rather see FDE get this win if I won't.