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That's when I tried to make an army against you but Mike royally fucked up by blurting out everything.
Aha! See? I confronted you about this the second we merged, but you denied it. Sekou and Paloma ratted that plan out to me and that is a big reason why Mike left. I had an attitude with you on Chaang, cus you lied to me first. You told me that Corinne was leaving, everyone told us that. We thought the vote would be 8-1. And it turned out to be 5-4. You told me you would explain later and that it wasn't against me. But you were in an alliance of 5 and I was a target for them and you were playing your own game too.
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And then after having worked with Daniel/Katie/Yul in a tribe I thought...I think I'm much safer with Catalie. I told you everything that I was being told during those merge rounds. And you constantly lied to me and fed me all this bullshit. You would make such eloquent PMs that it was hard to not believe anything you told me.
I have to address this. You never exactly told me you were going to work with me, you realize this right? We did still have a tight relationship and you did give me info to help me out, I know you did and I thank you for that. But at the same time, we were feeding eachother bullshit Nay. You can't tell me that your plan was not to go to F7 with NuSeuua and give me 8th place at best? We never really had a deal to work together legit. I think we were both playing eachother the same way there.
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Catalie I want you to tell me...why me the night I was voted out? You knew how bad I wanted to get there to the end. What was so important about trying to vote me off twice?! When I was nothing but probably the most honest person from Lisi/Alina/myself. Looking back it was a terrible move. Had you taken Alina out. I was yours. All yours. My vote was to help you out. What about our relationship in this game has been real and genuine from your part? I have to say it's a love-hate thing from me to you. But I want to hear how you felt about me all game. And finally tell me why your backstabbing and manipulation deserves the win. Give me the truth.
It was you who was voted out both times, because it was what Katie wanted. Daniel did too. And Brenda wanted to work with Alina in the future because she never quite connected with you here. Yul wanted you out for targeting him, but both of us were just down with whatever the other three wanted and your name was the only one that came up. Also, you were a threat to us. You were close to Lisi and Alina and we had no idea just how close Lisi and Alina were.
I did not want you out, I knew it didn't benefit me personally to take you out. But I had to go with where the votes were. It was not personal and I know how bad you wanted to win this game, I know how much it meant to you. I did not vote you out just to throw you away, it was a game move my alliance wanted.
And our relationship in this game was 100% real. Granted, I know I lied to you both times I voted for you, but that's also because of HII scare. It was imperative to do so. But I can promise you I was insanely real with you about how I felt about you here. And you know, when I was pissed at you, I showed it, when I was hurt I did too. I was real with you out of the context of those last two rounds where I did vote you. I love you in and out of this game and I know we were close before this game started. I just hope whatever happens tonight, you forgive me for the shit that happened in this game. Just remember, it was IN THIS GAME only.
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And finally tell me why your backstabbing and manipulation deserves the win.
Backstabbing and some manipulation deserves to win because it got me here. You know I was a threat, not just by how I played this game, but because of who I am. And I am still here sitting in final tribal council. I had to lie, I had to backstab, I had to play the game, Nay. Anyone who knows me, knows I love these games. I usually don't play as quiet or as still as I did here. I am usually an HBIC power player, this was way different. So I had to play things different and play the people and situations around me correctly to get to the end. Simple as that.
The jury ranking..
8. Monica - Too cold
7. Erinn - I love her, but yeah she wasn't a threat in this.
6. Paloma - Sweetheart, it made her a threat too.
5. Daniel - He was a schemer, but people kind of knew it.
4. You - You were playing a few sides, just not as good as I did.
3. Katie - total HBIC but by doing that, she also became a huge threat.
2. Brenda - she got sloppy near the end, still strong, but she made herself a target.
1. Yul - He was everything that the rest of us couldn't be.
Thank you for your questions, Nay. I hope I answered them all? ily <3 Good luck with your decision.